It has been a while since I posted anything on this blog. I just haven’t really felt like it lately because once again she let that cousin of mine have yet another chance. I carried her while she was in jail. I kept money on her books and time on her phone – for what though? Just so she could get out and go to my cousin. How many chances does he get and I really am leaning towards not having anything to do with her anymore. If she can’t choose me and put me first then I am foolish to continue allowing her access to me in any way, shape, or form. This is for the birds – I tell ya and I am beyond upset and feel like I am unworthy because I don’t get the same chance after chance opportunities that he does. Oh well, I guess I will have to stay strong and find someone else to focus my efforts on. She is just a waste of my time and will never give me the loyalty, faithfulness, and honesty that I seek.
I mean I cannot really believe that she keeps doing this. I don’t know what her motives are – it seems as if they are just to hurt me. I don’t know what to do.
Here is a poll to see what my reader’s think as to how long they will last this time?
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